beyound the looking glass to find alice

Everybody's changin'

2006-03-07T03:58:06Z

then the sunset upon the night
i drove off wondering what tomorrow will hold
thinking of what tonight should've held
but that is not what really matters
all the consequences of time add up
in the day i look back and smile
knowing the that the first green is gold
the hardest hue to hold
Then the midday sun comes to its zenith
at the horizon a silhouetted figures stands
it must of been a vision
but she waved me over
and it was great afternoon i must say
but its was a lonely end

scream like i scream

2005-12-17T05:01:22Z

wondering when it will come
knowing that it won't

know the day that is to pass

2005-11-14T04:10:12Z

well some time has passed
and things have been accomplished
but nothing that needs explaining
on this side of paradise

what do these movies have in common?

2005-08-04T04:56:11Z

Gattaca
The Terminal
Simone
The Truman Show

deftdave @ 2005-07-29T23:22:00

2005-07-30T03:23:43Z

there are about five hundred million guns in the gun
thats one gun for every 12 people
the only question i have is
how do i arm the other eleven people

deftdave @ 2005-07-27T22:41:00

2005-07-28T02:44:21Z

so they days are going very nice now after i tumultuous day or too there
however i can't complain
do you want to now how i do this
i never sdaved anything for the swim back

deftdave @ 2005-07-19T23:16:00

2005-07-20T03:34:39Z

the brown haired maiden is in the window
laughing at the dull individual behind the sand
the sun is raising wating for the more
how to know more is there waiting beneath
knowledge is how
faith in the fact you have no control
it is all just a roll of the dice
in the hourglass of life
each grain olny falls once
make sure they all fall with best intentions
the preparation for each journey must be there
for when the moon comes on that night
it is for the last time

deftdave @ 2005-07-07T23:06:00

2005-07-08T03:08:19Z

rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead?

what a remarkable duo, so interchangable either knows who is who.

i starting working a again and these kids are just great

deftdave @ 2005-07-03T15:02:00

2005-07-03T19:06:37Z

standing in the wheat field
thinking of times to come
i know i don't want to wait
i konw i must
it its the world cup next summer
to live and work in germeny next summer would be the dream
think it
feel it
know it
become it thats the my philosphy
so why don't you stop pondering your next move
and go just go

fun with dick and jane

2005-06-30T02:01:37Z

less then two months till boston that should be fun

well

summer days just fading aways
into the murky plains

jump into the water you know you want to

go

Femme Fatale

2005-06-25T00:55:45Z

'Cause everybody knows
She's a femme fatale
The things she does to please
She's a femme fatale
She's just a little tease
She's a femme fatale

lately

2005-06-22T23:27:57Z

riding through the pasture
the mind lingers away
waiting for the trumpets to plays
then there it is
just over the horizon
the wall came falling down
the clouds go adrift
a golden blanket envelops me
a dust cloud erupts
i have fallen
and and and and and and and and...

where has the meaning gone

2005-06-21T02:18:49Z

the pointless unmeaningful way i live completely self absorbed i don't know why i should care about others they do nothing for emotionally or intellectually so whats the meaning of a human condition with someone well it makes no sense to me as of now that object of assumption there needs to be something something metaphysical is just erroneous because its just a show, the lights are coming up and here comes my entrance

the natural number

2005-03-24T03:45:27Z

the tool of a life time
it has a powerful effect on the interruptation of the world
how it does these thing are awe inspiring
when it was discovered they didn't know the potential of the find
not just gravitational, intellectual and emoitonal but dynamic
the versitility and uses which eable so many thing to be understood
the ballad of the natural number

so what time is it

2005-03-17T05:22:07Z

fill this out...you know you want to......

1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Would you ever sleep with me?
33. Am I hot?
34. Ugly?
35. A loser?
36. Would you let me make out with you all night?
37. If I died tomorrow what would your reaction be?
38. Are you gonna put this on your livejournal to see what I say about you?

movie marathon

2005-03-11T01:52:12Z

the jazz singer, rules of the game, blow up, the seven samuri, the magnificent seven, the seventh seal, peter pan, the king of marvin gardens, Yojimbo, fistful of dollars, dirty harry, for a few dollars more, butch cassidy and the sundance kid, blazing saddles, the graduate, midnight cowboy, west side story, bullit, a chorus line, clockwork orange, paths of glory, american graffiti, animal house, the birth of a nation, once upon a time in the west, once upon a time in america, dog day afternoon, 2001: a space odessy, die hard, heat, A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum, the life of brian, willy wonka, manhunter, being john malkovich, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, and the good the bad and the ugly

now thats a movie marathon
classic list at least a lot but not all of my favorite movies

add one if you like

sweet drops of...

2005-03-04T03:34:54Z

always around the corner
just missed the chance
the last encounter
never stops replaying
then the awkward silence
resonating always seemlessly

epics

why do i enjoy them so much?
what is it about the big and boldness of them
its like anything else

In the middle of the journey of our life I came to myself within a dark wood where the straight way was lost

after hours

2005-03-01T23:30:43Z

CLINT
oh yeah he is a god

what else can there be
nobody has it all
there was one man this time
what you never say
oh but it was truly
hey it can't be just see
the latter was gone
swiming in the sea
adrift in the wind
on the western lands
to eternity

wow!?

2005-02-26T05:12:44Z

the sun is shining
he has just made his seven day journey
pandemonium will be erected
so goes the way of old
gabriel still sits and watches the gate
no one has been there since eternity
so goes the way of the old
when one third has left
but a civil fight is never pleasant
but nessecery to have a paradox
one.two..three...

the children have built the bridge
so comes the time of the son
self sacrifice
something time has forgotten
because why went out the window

so who knew?

2005-02-08T03:51:51Z

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, so long as it happened.

am i remembered or forgotten? i think forgotten but lets see

you right you right

2005-02-05T16:28:57Z

walking out in clouds
waiting for time to catch up
so what you waitng for...

the orange calls me nearer

2005-01-28T02:02:13Z

something in falling from the...
apples rolling around on the...
birds flaaping pushing upward against the...
sky...marble...air...so what

no one knows but we sure want to but we do know so why the fighting just boredom

latly lounging

2005-01-26T00:49:55Z

in the palor chair living

i know that it is always present

2005-01-22T04:50:00Z

time a artifical sequencing done by man
the only total fabricaation of man
it use is good to no one but man
how perverse?
anything could happen!
sitting in the river
waling of the river stones
so elongated they are
crisp cold water flows by my head
then step to the right
with your hands on your hips
bring your knees in tight
but its the pelvis thrust
that drives you insane

lately lounging listening
lingering loosely lite
but i'm not tired

the long wall

2005-01-14T04:42:34Z

honestly honesty is the best course of action
through brutal and raw
better not to hide behind words
never hide your true words from those who you care for
but speak in a calm voice not to cause alarm

helplessly hoping
under a tree of maple the sun rises
in the west the moon sets
cascading against the oceanic mirrors
silently against the winds of age

tirelessly tired of running away
dancing to hide the true layers
complex strings of thought transcend the mind
in the cold water of the ocean
hanging from a tree whispering to the crowds

the footsteps are side by side
one pair is becoming staggered
the other remains strong
now only one
the imprint deepens
now none are present
in the cold water they traveled
to the gates of every dream